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Thursday, May 31, 2007

 I'm not heartless, I know whats in my heart.
I do care, but I'm not about to be run over.
I'm not letting other peoples drama get into my life.
I dont need it.
My life is happy, This is the first time in awhile, I've felt peace.
I know where everyone stands; everyone know where I stand.
I dont feel like I'm lying to anyone anymore.
It's great.
People can think I'm a bitch, I'm heartless, whatever.
You dont know me, nor will you ever.
The only person that always will is God.
He's the only person I can never lie to.
And he's shown me I dont need to lie;
And I dont.

If you dont want to be around me, thats fine.
But dont go and say good-bye five times before having me scream it in your ear.
I dont need any of this.

Main People In My Life:

- Lava
- Mommy
- Kitty
- James
- Amber <3
- Shannon

Those are the only people I will always care about.

Lava; Yeah, we get in fights, but we always get through them. It's just how we are. We have gone through too much to just give it up. I love her like a sister, and I always will; even through all the bitching and yelling. :P

Mommy; She's not just my mom, she's one of my best friends. I can tell her anything. Yeah, I get pissed at her alot, but we always talk things through. She loves my friends and understands my choices.

Kitty; He's awesome.

James; My brother. The only guy other than Sam I will ever love. He is AMAZING, and I hate it when he's sad. It makes me so upset when he is, I wish I could make it all better, but I know I cant. I've known him for 2-3 years, but it feels like forever.

Amber; She's ten million times better than all of you. She's a fucking sweetheart and will always be by my side telling me I'm an idiot, or I look gorgeous. xD I love her so much, I cant wait for her to come down and see me. We'll have so much fun. <33

Shannon; My sister. When I first moved to Texas, I never thought I could get so close to someone, yet I did. She lived with us for over a year, and she really is my big sister. I know if anything happens, she'll be there for me. Though her husband is a jackass. :]
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